I’m having one of my overwhelming slump days. Hello mood swings. I hope tomorrow is a better day.
I’m feeling inadequate, unwanted, self conscious, stupid, depressed, and depleted. And I’m thinking negatively about everything, no matter how hard I try not to. I forced myself to laugh here and there at work today. Nothing felt sincere. I usually have bad Mondays, not because it’s Monday, but it’s because I’m coming down from the socially stimulating weekend. Today has been the worst low I’ve had in a long time though. Life factors into it. Stress factors into it. There’s a lot I’ve been worried about lately and well, maybe I need to spend some time alone for a couple days (after work that is).
IF YOU WANNA BE MY LOVER
YOU GOTTA tell me really explicitly because I can’t tell when people are actually flirting with me